Men ARE shit. Can't believe I let my mind slip from that one for two seconds. For all of those who were hoping for a fairytale ending to my flower episode.... WRONG.
It all started inocently enough. Over a week after giving me the flowers, Flower Boy gives me a call and says we'll hang out on the weekend. Great. The week goes on like normal until I get a particular message on msn from Sober Cutie. Sober Cutie had drunk dialed me (sort of) the previous week and we exchanged a few words on the phone. He asked me what I was up to on the weekend and asked if he could come over to spend some time with me. Sure I think, lets give this a shot.
Sober Cutie does in fact, show up at my place after 1.5 hour drive from his town to mine. We spend time hanging out, and at around 11:30pm the phone rings. It's Flower Boy, and I tell him that I have company for the weekend and tell him very diplomatically. Sober Cutie and I go out, he meets my friends, we have a great time. The next day he even invited me to meet his cousin and godchild. We returned to my hometown (his town) and went our separate ways for the evening.
He did not ask me to hang out once, it's been 4 days. Tonight he messaged me on msn and asked what was up. We were talking and joking around when I said I was great in bed. He replied it's hard to believe, since I'm all talk. And then said that maybe he'd be back if I followed through on my talk. I became a little irked at his comments and told him that if that was a guy's attitude then I don't have time. He basically made me feel like because I didn't put out, that's why he wasn't interested, and that I was wrong to tease guys that way. He asked if I was always this complicated... I guess I am feeling overwhelmed and really stressed these days due to personal matters going on.... but is it right of him to let me go because of this? Did I make myself sound like a total headcase? Probably........ so there goes my 2nd shot with Sober Cutie.
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